• Its times like this when I just can't stand the thought of you
    The sound of your name
    As we're playing this game
    We're getting no where fast and just spinning in circles
    Replaying the same memories
    And hoping to see
    Something we missed in the notes or the video tapes
    And each time I see your smiling face
    My heart breaks
    It shakes and shatters
    And everything no longer matters
    All those things that I shut up and locked on the inside
    Start to rebel
    They just can't sit still
    And as long as we keep playing around
    The tension will build,
    Barricading me and you
    In the heated fumes
    And I just can't seem to calm down and stop the shaking
    when all I wanna do is yell at you
    but I know I can't take it
    'Cause I'm afraid of losing the one good thing I've got
    But when you think about
    Even the best things can rot.
    s**t, when I feel so hated by you,
    So put down
    A let down
    I break down even if you swear it's not true.
    It makes me so mad and angry that I just get sick
    And now all I want to do is quit
    with your fiascos and quit with that charm
    It's hard enough to just disarm
    That weapon you pull on me each and every time you smile
    It takes a while
    Just to look up
    without so much as a blush
    Across my cheeks
    It makes me so sick that I can't eat.
    I guess the anger hurts and burns with ferocity
    Growling and roaring
    There's pain in just telling the story
    Your sarcasm makes me so ready to fight
    Hit the wall
    Pack it back with all my might
    Let me fall
    And make me feel like I'm five years old again
    Pick me back up
    And kick me back on the floor again.
    But some how no matter how hard I try
    I keep drifting back
    Hypnotized
    Like I've got no will of my own
    To be like stone
    And keep you out for good
    But you know I wish I could
    You've got me by the skin
    Claws sinking into my hide
    Pulling on my heart strings
    And holding on for the ride.