• I Wish I were Better
    I wish I were Clever
    As Clever as the man who Wrote
    Dexter

    I wish I had done more
    Than just write about woe and lore
    Than be a damn sore
    Right down to the very core.

    I wish I wasn't so Mean
    Maybe a bit more Lean
    Hanging more with my Friends
    than sitting and talking with my Meds.

    I wish I had more fun
    Playing in the Sun
    Happy at the Beach
    Eating a Peach

    I wish I smiled
    Like a Laughing Child
    Instead of this frown
    Like a pissed off clown

    I wish I could Cry
    I wish I didn't have to Lie
    About my Health Condition
    About my new Given Mission

    I wish I could say I'm Sorry
    And feel a bit More happy
    Reflect and have no regrets
    Then I would be all set

    I wish I had more time
    I wish I could've done a better Rhyme
    Before I left
    Instead of leaving you with this s**t

    I Wish I could've Written my book
    And given everyone a look
    Of What happens when
    A Good Girl Dies

    I wish You didn't have to meet
    This new girl brought by Defeat
    Filled with nothing
    Has no meaning

    I wish I didn't have to say good bye
    I don't want to die
    My Doctor says Time is up
    As I stare in my cup

    I Wish I didn't have to die
    I Wish I could live
    Thrive and See
    The World I wished for

    In my dreams...