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I know I love you
Maybe as a friend
I know I care for you
And I will until the end
I've always tried to make things better
I've always tried to help you out
I've always tried to make you happy
The new silence, ended friendship, I don't know what it's about
I know I've made you cry
Wether it be good or bad
I know I've made you sigh
Everything I say making you sad
But I hope you know I love you that much
That I would never mean to hurt you
Anything I've done or did
Was meant for the best. I do it like the blue
Reflection of they sky
I want to be with you
As friends, forever, down here or high
Caring for one another
Looking out for eachother
This is how I feel about you
The scilence between us departing us so
Nowadays I think you've forgotten about me
Everytime I see you online
I think of saying something, but then I know you'll act busy
I know this poem will probably make you think I'm selfish
I know these written thoughts will make you think I'm mean
I don't know if it will make you sad
Because care for me seems to end
I think this will only make you mad
But I want you to know you were my only friend, that
Talked to me the way you do
That trusted me the way you did
That was shy yet outgoing
Friendly, always flowing
With the rhythm of life
Thinking it's so complicated, yet always making it through
Easygoing, happy, sad, every way you do
I know you'll hate me for this
Telling your friend just how selfish
I am being, trying to make you sad
But you should know I would never do it on purpose
Expressing my thoughts onto paper
Wording it out through and through
Telling you in a negative way
I say once again
I want to be with you
Maybe as a friend, maybe as a best
All I know is you won't appreciate this
But to me it's all a test
To see if you would forgive me
For the wrong doings I've comitted
Always making you sad
I want the fun and joys before
That I remember we had
We were never close friends in person
But I loved you as if we were
Because that's how I care for my friends
But now you and I are just a blur
In the conflict that's happened
Sometimes I think I was just your helper
But I don't know, mixed feelings, everything alike
All that happens is a fight
Between me and myself, wondering what I could have done
To prevent all this, make us all one
Just as friend of course together and all
Meeting now and then, having a blast
Maybe talking about the past, I don't know
But summing it up, it would be cool
To do the things we used to do
- Title: To Whom I Lost
- Artist: shobukun
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Description:
I typed this when i was in 7th grade, and i'm a junior now. Wierd thinking i did this about 4 years ago, i was amazed that i did this
This girl was my best friend's gf, and we got close when she cried to me about him. But, after their relationship was over, all the talking between us was gone, and she never talked to me again. She used me to feel better, and left when there was no need for me anymore, is how i felt - Date: 09/27/2008
- Tags: friend lost shobukun love trust
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Comments (3 Comments)
- Ralph Lauren Polo - 10/13/2008
- Im sorry, but things like this happen all the time, if you really want friends ill be that, btw i loved your poem, 5 stars b/c it comes from the heart, but you should check my poems sometime. smile
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- bunniie33 - 10/11/2008
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Great poem.
The words just fit in with one another. :]]
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- hellostephie321 - 09/27/2008
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you told me to comment.
HI DARREN!
sorry 'bout your friend. - Report As Spam