why do i try

• Artist: Bella Of Night Moon
• Description: i wrote this poem cos i was sad,mad and my mum was saying some harsh things about me.it's just about how i feel and my thoughts.hope u like it.
• Date: 09/17/2008
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why do i try?to make u happy?
why do i try to give u more?
why do i try so very hard to make u love me more then u already do?
why do i cut myself?
why do i run to my room at night and turn my music up so very loud?
do u even know i exist?
u say you'll kill me if u had to
and yet when i hold the knife to my chest.
i can't seem to kill myself...
why do i try and live?
why can't u for once say u love me?
am i truly bad like u say i am?
i help out.but what more can i do?
u say i'm dumb,and stupid.
am i really?am i all u say i am?
do u know how i feel?
no u don't...u never will.
why do i try?is not my Question anymore.
i know why i try...do u?

Comments

[Bella Of Night Moon]

thank u

[Kirylux_x]

Wow long but good