• every day i tell my self i am alright
    every day i have to fake a laugh or a smile
    and act like every thing is ok but when i look in my mirror
    i see a broken girl i see a shaderd conplection

    when i tell myslef i am ok i feel like falling down and crying
    but only to find myslef with nothing else to cry about
    i use to have burse and cry myself to sleep but only
    wake up to another day of beating and scareaming


    i no longer am myself
    i will no longer talk
    i will no longer be whole like i once was
    but for in my heart i know that i can try to mend myslef
    but only be dissapointed


    i am alone
    i walk alone in the dead silents of the dark pitch black night
    i will always be alone and shaderd for the girl that once was is no more