• "You need help!" I tell here
    "Why? I Only want to die!" She says again again over and over agin. "Is love even worth living anymore?" She says again.
    "please!" I beg to here, "your beautiful inside and out! I love you Shannen! I truly do!"
    "I want to die it is my choice not yours!"
    "Don't just throw your life away like that! I need you other people need you! WEWE love you Bubble!!! For you are! Love is worth living!"
    She falls down with her knife and the blood trickling down her arm. Like a tinny creek in the middle of a soft winter. The snow whit carpet is changing color to a deep dark red. The kind you only want to see in movies.
    "this is what i want Tootsie-Pop! This is what i want!"
    and then she's gone. The happy cheerful light in her eyes fades away and i know she's with him. I can here her faint laughter as i fall to my knees cradling her like a baby saying "Come back Shannen, Come Back!" but even that barely comes out above a whisper. Nothing is coming out but the hot and steamy tears rolling down my check or the soft trickle of blood down her arm.