• when i was about ten years old i was in the car with my mom and i said "mom i never want to leave you" and she looked at me and smiled "you dont?" and i smiled and said "nope!" and laughed she laughed along with me and said "you dont want to stay with me you whole life i bet you would want to get your own house and get married and have kids" i thought about that i never thought that i would have to grow up and leave her i loved what i did every day and i never wanted to end but now that i am in high school i look back on that because i relise that nothing last forever... everything must die. i was listening to a song when i thought about death i was scared that if i die that i would black out and never breath agian but im not so scared anymore because when i die i know i will be with my family. but know that i think about this more i will always want my family with me even if im on my death bed one breath away from death but if or when that day come i will say to myself nothing lasts forever