• He was, He is my first love.

    My first boyfriend.

    The one who made me believe love wasn't a curse.

    I was never the type to love.

    I love cupcakes, kittens, and puppies. But never love to a human.

    He swept me off my feet. Said the sweetest things to me. Always went out of his way to make me feel special.

    I was his special girl.

    Was....Now it is Her turn to be his special girl.

    She is my best friend, the sister I wished I had.

    At first I was happy they got along. They were very important to me, I loved them so much in such a unique way.

    She was the woman I wanted to become. Strong, confident yet gentle.

    He was the man I always wanted to have. A man of with a pure heart, untainted by the temptations of the world. His actions following his instinct to do right.

    I didn't notice...How they began to sway towards each other.

    He was the first to tell me.

    "I love you both. I'm sorry...I can't give you my all anymore. She needs me."

    Those words echoed in my head, my heart shattered.

    But instead, I stepped aside. Go to her, I urged, go don't worry about me. He went to Her.

    He was Her knight, riding towards her. I was once again the little village maid who only appeared to assist them when I was needed.

    I notice how they look at each other. Like magnets they grow stronger and stronger in attachment. How He kisses her forehead with eyes that used to be directed to me.

    I know what they do.....

    The messages they say to each other by a simple hug or smile. I stop the green monster inside me from roaring. I must sacrifice my happiness, my selfish desires so they can be happy.

    He tells me to wait. Wait until She no longer needs him....

    But I know He'll forget me soon....I fade far into the dark forest as they venture out to the sunset.

    Forward and away from me...