• once upon a time, i was sad. i was depressed and didn't enjoy life. this caused me to get bad grades, and i lost all my part-time jobs. this put me farther into my depression and i becam suicidal. this is where my life changed durastically. i decided to jump off a random building that seemed high enough. it was roughly six stories high. as i neared the edge, i felt someone grab my wrist.
    "do not jump. please. if you die, i will jump as well. there are already cops down there," a cute guy said, and i vaguely recognized him from school. "yeah, i go to school with you. i'm edwin taylor, we have lots of classes together. dude, don't do this. go to lunch with me instead, and we can talk about it," he said
    okay." i only gave him one word, barely above a whisper. i was busy staring into his eyes, a beautiful moonlike shade. he took my hand and pulled me towards the stairs. ten minutes later we were sitting in a cafe, ordering a couple lattes and a fruit salad for me.
    "why were you trying to kill yourself anyway?"he questioned.
    idecided to tell the truth."i have problems...lots of them. i need a guy, all the time. i lie as much as ibreathe. i have an eating disorder, but...but its the exact opposite of some. i eat all the time and then when i see i'm fat, i eat more out of pain. oh, and i want to lose my virginity... right now, all the time, like during class i wish someone would just rush in and...yeah..."

    end of part one