• BB: Diary Entry, January 18, 2004
    still in prison. all of this is mind numbing, actually. yesterday i got into another fight, except this time, the other one started it. it went around the lines of me running him into a wall with my arm pressing into his throat and actually screaming that I was a serial killer. but anyway, i got a gun pointed in my face and told the aimer to shoot. damn...it didn't work the first time, so why am i asking for it?
    hearing about that anonomys killer called Kira by the public, it's caused quite a bit of talk around here. and I also saw L's broadcast on the news. i knew he'd do a risky thing for a case.
    ...for some reason, I've been thinking of L as some kind of guardian to me since he saved me when I was 14. but why? it's because of him that A killed himself. why do i trust him, and yet hate him at the same time? i don't know...
    but I'm tempted to see the battle between L and Kira.
    L...watashi no ai...

    L-kun: January 20, 2004
    I get a feeling that I bit off a little more than I can chew for this Kira case. but no matter, I save the public from this enormous evil called Kira. and yet, with my high anticipation, I feel a strange sence of horrible casualties about happen in the future of this case. but that's something that I can't be destracted by. but I can't stop thinking about him. with being a convict, Kira will target him. but there's nothing that I can do for him now... but he is a Wammy...

    BB: Diary Entry, January 21, 2004
    I woke up in the middle of the night sweating and panting. I didn't have a nightmare, so something tragic is going to happen today. something very--

    L-kun January 22, 2004
    I got a report from Watari this morning. Beyond Birthday, the second child taken in as a member of Wammy's House...died of a heart attack caused by Kira last night. when I heard, I was feeling something that I don't recall ever feeling so strongly. I don't know if it was sorrow, or extreme hatred toward Kira, but something about the fact that he killed a member of Wammy's House, and the one and only one I had an attachment to, made me develope a grudge so strong, it'll take more than just capturing Kira to satisfy this...

    April 13, 2007
    Yagami Raito, the man I suspect of being Kira, was invited to the Kira Task Force (KTF, for short) today. Did I make the right choice?

    May 24, 2007
    Raito-kun asked me today why I wanted Kira dead so badly. All I could say was that, "He killed a very good friend of mine." He didn't ask anymore questions about it after.

    Yagami: May 24, 2007
    Ryuzaki said Kira killed a friend of his. He has ties to these criminals? No...it's most likely...he had an intiment relationship with one. And with all honesty...I envy that person.

    L-kun: July 19, 2007
    Raito-kun is in love with me. Today, he put his arms around me and rested his head on my shoulder when no one was around. and the strange thing is...I love him too. but whenever I feel those feelings for Raito-kun, I feel like Beyond is watching me, trying to keep me from moving on. But...i'm sorry, Beyond. I'm so sorry. but...i can't keep grieving you...it makes me mad. Mad at you for leaving, and mad at myself for letting you slip through my fingers...

    Yagami: July 29, 2007
    I saw Ryuzaki on the verge of tears today. He kept saying the name Beyond over and over again. I knew that name sound familier, but now...I understand. It was Beyond Birthday he loved.

    L-kun: September 30, 2007
    I have nightmares every time I sleep. I'm in Raito-kun's arms, and I'm holding onto him, but he looks down on me, with a smile on his face. Then my eyes close, and I'm wandering in the darkness... a message saying that I shouldn't trust Raito-kun?

    Yagami: November 5, 2007
    Today...it's today! Ryuzaki's last day alive! At last, my last opponite is going to...die?

    L-kun: November 5, 2007
    I collapsed to the floor, while Raito-kun held me in his arms, with a sick smile forming on his face. All I could think about is how he betrayed me, while my eyes closed for good, and I lost my grasp on him.