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A secret love I cannot share
Even with the one I love
To be wracked with the torment
Of the truth untold hidden inside
Trying to escape
But with every attempt subdued
When I see her I smile and wave
This of my true feelings I will allow
Controlled emotion is the way
To ease the suffering inside
I suspect she is knowledgeable of my affection
But no clear sign does she leave
Of acknowledging it
The years have passed quickly hence
No other young woman has completely stolen my glance
Always the hidden seed of a potential life with her
Secreted within my heart
Through times of doubt and loneliness
The burning flame of my desire may wax and wane
But never truly be extinguished
I wait for her with open arms if should she accept them
I have no sustence to which I may lay claim
No transportation of my own
Nor job to sustain it
Though young love it may be
If even love at all
I have not much to give in this physical realm
But the mental realm is another matter
Even when I am not with her
I hope for her health and wish her best
Peace of mind and physical stature
A secure job and learning applications
For her conscious to keep her strong
Against the forces of evil in this world
And for her heart to keep her warm
Even on the blusteriest day
When I see her with another man
My heart at first doth ache
But years of restraint kick in
A jealous smile I flash at her
Envious of the affection the other individual may receive
And wonder what would happen were we to join together
As a team
Depressing times are soon at hand when I think of her with another man
But then I think
Not of my selfish desires
But for the good of her
Her state of mind
I then say to myself
“Whatever is best for her”
And it is true
I do wish she was mine
But if another does she find
The best of luck I wish them
For he had better take care of her
There is one condition that must be met however
Before I open the gates of my heart open wide
Her honor must be pure
No exceptions
Already she has been in the company of other men
But to what extent I do not know
For my sake I hope she is pure
If not, then friend of mine for possible romantic applications
She will be no more
For if she was not pure
If it is true
When I see her she would always see a sad look in my eye
Something has died within me
Never to return to life
Wherever she may be
She will be in my heart
Her smiling face and love of the arts
Her dancing and laughter
Her joyous soul
Bringing life to others around her
Inspiring the world with her deeds
A woman of worth to not be taken lightly
A wonderful wife to the final man that claims her
The Queen of Hearts
- Title: A Secrect lov I cannot share
- Artist: Bobicus5
- Description: Depressing
- Date: 02/02/2009
- Tags: secrect cannot share
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- bindyblueeyes - 02/10/2009
- depressing but amazingly well written 5/5
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