• Paragraph One.
    The Nightmare.
    So here i am ,writing on my small piece of scrunched up paper,sitting in my "room" grr! i just wish i could be somewhere else . living with... I don't know right now? I don't want to live. Life seems bad, and yes i know i should be grateful for this life i have but it seems to be little more than a period of time, spent writing down small scribbles. I hate it , being treat like an animal and all, They treat me like, i just can't explain it; it's not a life it's a Nightmare.

    Paragraph Two.
    The Project.
    Oh i think i forgot to intoduce myself, i am Yengh Long and i "Live" in chattersworth priory and it's awful many kids/teens all over the world wish they were here... DON'T! i did and i ended up here as one of their Projects. Well thats what they like to call it "a project". But if you do wish to be here in this room, NO a cell, in the priory you will have no freedom and you will be stuck in a dark room with no one to talk to, and every day of the "Project" you wake up on a bed; tied down, cold, and sometimes you cant feel your body also sometimes your naked, sometimes your not!! but either way once you get unstrapped and sent back to your cell its hard to think all you want to do is sit; still in the corners.

    Paragraph Three.
    I'm Shaking.
    Where have my parents gone and why aren't they looking for me? I am at breaking point... today i found a knife, but i don't think it was missplaced, I think it was placed infront of me.
    Today has been different. I'm not cold. My clothes are clean, and my room is bright. This is too un - normal and as i were saying the knife! It's clean and placed horizontally infront of me.I think the "project managers" know that yesterday I was at breaking point. But this is strange, I think it's a Test, To see how i react.

    Paragraph Four.
    I'm not going to.
    I'm too strong to die like this, and even if I do end ths now it will make the project no better for others. So no! I will not kill my self, as i won't now the oppurtunity will come up again I just want to see what happens. Maybe next morning i will be in my Green ,warm Bedroom. With my mum.
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