• HI my name is Mary and until now my life has always been a mystery, Growing up in a small town, i was always shy and felt out of place. Sometimes I wonder to myself am i worthy of living? Why don't the other kids like me? Questions seem to always run through my head. My life use to be better than it is now; great prents,good friends, and overall a great life."Isnt it weird that every word was good or as great in this story. Yeah that was the life and i wish it were back to the way it use to be. the way that i felt security, warmth and happiness in my life. Everyday was a wonderful day. we all ate at the table for breakfast eating moms great pancakes and laughing at my brothers ridiculous outfits that he wore every morning to school. we all were happy and to me that was the most important thing in life. it seemed like we were all American familly.My parents met in collage and fell deeply in love. my brothers were smart but each were unique there was me; the popular and smart girl in school life seemed to be great yeah i said great once again and i liked it that way this was the beast dream that i was living until one nightmare seemed to interrupt my perfact dream i can still remember that day .i saw my mom with tears in her eyes walking out from the bedroom after being on the phone with my father. What could my dad have said to upset her that bad? what i didn’t know would haunt me for the rest of my life.to put things in my own hands i decided to fix this problem my mom had.i was the one who would always be the one who could calm her down. she was my best friend and i was defiantly hers. Trying to start too good off. she wouldn’t even look at me straight in the eyes and ten i knew this was a problem i couldn’t fix but a serious matter...........................................................................................